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I’ve wrote a long post 2 days ago but couldn’t finish it up bcoz i was half busy, and half lazy as usual. Time is always not enough for me even if i sacrified my sleep time. Why a ? Anyway, i decided not to post that entry up bcoz it’s already year 2009 today. It supposed to be the last entry for 2008 so no point posting it up already …. besides, it’s a long ranting entry and i dun wan to start everyone’s 2009 with the boring entry. heheheee…..

I went to friend’s house for a typical malaysian gathering yest and it was fun !

We watched the fire crackers show from the house. So convinient ..

That’s near the Macau Tower actually !

And then, we sat down in front of the TV to watch some taiwanese countdown show with beers and peanuts as snack until 5am. We even took some photoss..thanx to Tee’s hubby and his DSL camera !!

Wing said everyone has to see the LEFT direction and act like we’re DRINKING…lolz. I took the biggest bottle among them all. Yeahhh~

A normal US.

2009 is going to be a tough year for me - i think.
There are too many big dreams that i wanna achieve. So many resolutions and revolution ………………I’m not sure, but who knows i might blog it out within this week. =)

Anyway,
Happy New Year to everyone and hopefully it’s going to be the BEST year !!

Cupcakes are so pretty !
I love the way they looked but they’re just tooOooo sweet for my taste. =(

How’s xmas for everyone ?
Santa gave me a surprise xmas gift this year ! I think i have been a bad girl this year, that’s why Santa decided to spread some virus to me and make me a very sick girl …bohooOo… I woke up on xmas eve and my throat was so pain. I thought i have been drinking enough of water lately but i guess i was wrong again, blame my lazyness or bad memory ?? So i spend my time resting at home on xmas eve and also xmas - watching korean dramas and make me cry the whole day bcoz the girl die at the end, KNS..why someone must die in all korea dramas one? Cannot happy ending one meh?! isk ! Kesian right ? I think i will cry (cry as i’m really UPSET, not bcoz of drama oledi i mean) if i’m stuck at home in Malaysia but i guess i am used to the life here, so i’m feeling good/okay actually.

I hope i’m feeling better on New Year Eve so i can spend my time/day outside my house..pray for me la. hehe…

It’s xmas eve and i didn’t even realise about it until i saw the calender on my desktop !

Surprisingly, i am not looking forward for any xmas presents or celebrations this year.

I am over-stress recently and very upset about all the things that are happening NOW yet nothing can be done but to wait and see. Imagine IF someone puts a cloth around your eyes and gave you a mystery box one fine day. Then the person actually tells you there’s a bomb that ticks inside the box but you’re not 100% sure whether it’s a real bomb or an early april fool joke as you can’t see to justified. Two situasion occurs here :-

1) You’re worried bcoz it might be a REAL bomb (if it’s not a joke).

2) You dunno when you’re going to die bcoz the bomb can just explode anytime.

I feel like my head is going to explode soon. I saw things and heard too many rumors - those uncertain informations from many unknown sourcesss..It’s been so hard for everyone of us i guess.

Let’s pray that things will be settle before CNY so nobody is going to get worried anymore. =)

Well,
I shouldn’t been ranting on xmas as Santa is not going to be happy so i am going to STOP now! I uploaded my fav xmas song to share with everyone as xmas presents ……. i was planning to put it up earlier dis week but was in a very bad mood soo ….. go download the song NOW and enjoy your xmas till the max kay ?!!!!!!!!!!

MERRY XMAS to everyone ~

Download HERE :-
Song tittle : Alvin and the Chipmunks - Christmas Time Is Here

http://rapidshare.com/files/176146684/Chistmas_.mp3

* for friends who know what i’m talking about pls do not worried about me as i’m okay. Is just the guessing+waiting part’ that makes me VERY stress ……. i think i should be fine, soon. It might be OUR turn next week so my nightmare is going to end very very soon …….. ola ! =) Thank you guys for all the caring sms at d same time.

Hello people, happy December !!

I’m sure everyone is enjoying their Dec as xmas is just around the corner. I’ve been abit stressful with my work recently, due to some ‘issue‘ going on in my company and i’ve been going to China ALOT (almost everyweek), so i got lesser mood + time to blog. Nevermind, i’ll try to snap more photos to replace all my long (cheung-hei) wording postssss…. hehehe.

Anyway, went to 新道路 Macau few days ago just to snap some xmas decorations ……新道路 is a super happening place (a must visit place for shopping) at Macau so they usually have nice nice decorations for every celebration ……

Photos ahead !

I like this photo, nice !

Seriously, i wish i can keep them as my pet ~ lolz.

Another side view …

Love these stars..it’s everywhere  !

Mr Snowman.

Look, Snowman is waving at you =)

More Snowmansss…

 Pick one for yourself …i’m giving xmas gifts to all my friends !

I love HIM the best. Why ? Becoz i think he’s the only Santa i’ve seen with a pair of Sunglasses…hohoho !

More xmas deco photos next week - if i have time to explore the whole Macau within Dec. hehehehhee… Gtg - busy busy busyyyy….

It’s DECEMBER !! HoHoHoooo …..

hoHo hoooO hooO

HoHoohoo…

(as if there are people who thinks it’s November now)

(@@!) Damn boh liao ok?!

Fcuk. Obviously, I am bored and feeling pathetic like any of my normal days with nothing better to do at home, therefore i shall come out with a lot of xmas posts to bored everyone who are reading my blog…. hohoho. I think for dunno wat reasons, i manage to feel happier this way  … Whenever i start complaining to my malaysia friends that I AM BORED at home, the only solution or things they will say is :-

” Go take photos and write on blogs lorrrr……”

OMG- really got no life at all la me. Why la. Sigh- so no matter i got things to write or got no things to write also must log in to wordpress and write something just to spare my free time here. My blog is like the best and only place to lepak, esp when i am broke and was forced to stay at home. heh.

Anyway, i’ve came up with something special to write today..and who knows it might help people to pick better presents for their friends ………..

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The Topic of the day is : What i die-die don’t want to get for christmas.
(cheh-wah, pretending like i got so many friends to exchange xmas present here..ftw. Ftw is the new words for me and it has the same meaning with wtf)

Number 1#
Soft toysssssssssss …………

I dunno it’s because of my look, my height, my overall size or my attitude that have lead to this huge misunderstanding that i am a big lover of soft toysss. Is not that i dislike cute cute soft toys but i seriously have tooOOoOoo much of them. Friends and relatives were giving them to me on my bday, xmas, and even on normal days since i was a lil kid and i think i can open 10 Teddy Tales outlets just to store my collections already. Besides, i’ve grown up already (ahemz) so no more soft toys (hafta act matured nowadays liao). Sometimes it’s a lil bit scary esp when you open your bday presents and found out it’s ALL soft toy. That happen to me 2 years ago when i have received soft toys in different forms (like teddy bear/dogs/horse/dolphins/etcetc) as my bdays gifts from different people………… Yeah, ALL at the same time, soft toys - nothing else….and that is something i don’t want to happen to my xmas presents this year (or my bday present next year).

Number 2#
Original CDS/DVD.

I love them esp if it’s one of my fav artist collections but somehow i still think it’s abit of waste-money. Mind as well save the money up for something better BECAUSE we can download the songs for FREE nowadays. (not just THE songs, it’s ANY songs for FOC) The download quality is not that bad either. After a few years the CD will be keep at the corner of somewhere and collect dust. Shitz, i am like supporting privated or something but then that is the fact …. so no harm being so honest right?? Don’t tell me YOU never download anything from the internet before…no ? Not even free softwares ? Then how about the porns and hentai ???? Hiak hiak..gotcha’.

Number 3#
Perfumes

I am allergic to fragrant. I prefer choosing right perfume by myself and i am addicted to my natural baby smell. (..swt!…)

Number 4#
Pirated stuff.

Any pirated/fake things …like a fake LV bag? A fake Gucci Wallet? A fake RM 6 Hello Kitty Handphone strap ?? (i had receive this before…seriously. Please don’t buy something like this for your GF ESP) A pair of fake Nike Shoes ???? or even a fake D&G sun glasses ?? (like the fake rayband i’ve bought..hahaa) …. Somehow i still prefer anything (even if it’s super cheap) that are not fake. No brands and cheap stuff also nevermind as long as it’s real, original.

Number 5#
Earings and Necklace …accessories.

The reason? I finally gets bored with them after 8 years (YES, EIGHT years !!) of crazy obsession. I STOP buying these accessories this year ! I keep wearing the same necklace (dat my bestie gave me for my bday) and i hardly wear earrings nowadays. I dunno why but i just stop buying them suddenly. Ermm…weird huh. But i still love diamonds so if you planning to buy me a pair of real diamonds earrings i would be happy to wear them everyday. XD hohOhooo.

If you’re planning to get one of the things above mind as well save your money up for yourself, or you can treat me a nice Japanese Buffet at Jogoya when i’m back can already.. hahaha. (why am i sounding so greedy nowadays?!) kekekkekee….

Oh well, that’s just my personal preference.
So what’s your wish list for christmas this year?

Omg omg , xmas is just 19 days away from us and i can’t stop my excitedness !

I love xmas, and it’s actually one of my favourite celebration. Every year mum will start decorating our house’s xmas tree during time like these and it’s the most beautiful xmas tree that i had ever seen. (i’m serious, everyone who had seen my house xmas tree agrees with me, hohoho… !) Sigh - I’m starting to miss my mini xmas tree already as i am away from home this year. =( sobx.

I bought this for my house…….

The xmas feel that i have here is so much difference compare to Malaysia. Becoz we have only two malls in the town here, so not much xmas songs can be heard. Luckily there are still xmas decorations around (photos next week), but without xmas songs, something is still missing …… uhuuuuuuuu……… Not much people are feeling happy about christmas also, i think the culture here is just abit different (or maybe they’re excited about it but just dun talk about it ?!) ………

I mean if i’m in Malaysia, my friends and me now are already starting to plan what are we going to do on that day, what to buy, what to wear on that day, who to hang out with and christmas is the only topic we talked about each day ! Xmas Madness …. I bet i’ll be lepaking at Mid Valley, Pavillion, Sunway Piramid, KLCC, Times Square, Sg.Wang ….*the list continues …* every week just to see their xmas decoration like what i did last year and start taking alot alot of photos for myself.

I need a perfect plan for christmas becoz i am off on that day ! So unlucky ……. Unlucky bcoz i am going to work until 12:30pm plus on christmas eve and off on xmas - when almost all of my friends are working with DOUBLE pay on that day. Meaning that i am going to celebrate xmas alone with no place to go. Not that forget that i am going to off on 010109 as well so i need a DOUBLE plan since new year is just a week later after xmas. So damn pathetic lor !!!!!!! *curseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

Anyway, i have decorated my desktop with xmas feel theme yesterday…..
Must start doing more stuff like this so my house got more xmas feel. swt.

Click HERE for a larger view. Nice anot, nice anot ???

And i love the mini xmas that i have on the desktop.
Guess what, now you could download one for free too bcoz i had decided to share it with everyone who loves xmas tree as much as i do here…heeheee.

CLICK HERE.

Damn cun wei…….
So faster download and decorate your desktop with christmas treee !!!!!
Anything free is good. lolz.

出發前的我.

豬海 ….

昨天,我終於有機會去豬海了 !!
好高興啊 !! 我好喜歡這個地方 …………

=)

很多人的街 …..
(ok la, maybe in this photo looked so so only but at night really got a lot people one…)

你看, 中國的KFC 看起來相馬來西亞的KFC巴 !
但是，他們沒有馬來西亞的 Spicy Chicken. 只有 orignal 的 ……
沒關係, 只要它仍然有一點味道像馬來西亞的 KFC 還可以了.

   * i said this because i hate HK/Macau KFC. They don’t have the KFC smell or taste at all …..even if it’s spicy….Can’t believe KFC is something i miss from my country… (@@!) swt.

這是我最喜歡的, only RM 4.

沒有太多的照片，因為我正忙著購物 ……
There are countless things to buy (they have everything from clothes, shoes, sport wears, blanket, bags, fake branded stuff, salon, massage center..to anything. You name it, they have it!) and the price are incredibly cheap !!!!!!!! (*bargain skill is a must there).

Besides, it’s so convinience that i do not need to spend ANY extra transport fees to get to any places. After the “kastam” , just walk less than 1 min (yes, is really that near..no kidding) and i can reach my not-so-lil shopping heaven  already…i think they have more than 800 shops there and i had only manage to explore 1/3 out of the place after shopping for more than 10 hours. hahahaa.

I swear to myself that i will not shop so much in Macau or HK anymore next time. China is really my new shopping heaven ! Love it so muchhhhhy ~ And you know what, China also has officially became my top 3 favourite country since yesterday, now you know why, LOLZ.

Well, I know i’ve been repeating the same statement about a million times now but I’m missing Malaysia’s food seriously ! To me, Malaysia has all the best food on earth with so many choices to choose from. Believe anot, i only realised about this fact after i moved here. I used to imagine the place that i’m living now is going to have alot (as in super alot) of yummy food that i will enjoy eating but it didn’t turn out that way so …… =( Guess my family watched too much of HK/China food show and i had the wrong perception already. I am bored with the famous pork chop pao (豬扒包) and pork chop rice (豬排飯) here. Another famous local food here is their portugis tart or something. Sadly, i DON”T eat TART at all (esp Egg Tart, i dunno why i dun eat also actually) and i am not a big fan of Mr.Pork, that’s why i am so desperate for malaysian food everyday.

Anyway, thanx to a friend of mine ..she brought me to this Malaysia Kopitiam for Dinner 2 days ago and you know what, i love it so much and it’s going to be my favourite place to hang out for dinner after this. The owner of the shop is a Malaysian and they have everything (food) in Malaysian Style ! Even Nasi Lemak is on their menu. YUMMY. I brought Jien to the Kopitiam for lunch today just to snap some photos for my blog …hahaha..*or else i’ll be MIA for one week again, as i’m running out of stuff to blog already…*

Some food photos ahead ~

A normal looking restaurant from outside.

Trust me, it’s the CLEANEST restaurant that i’ve ever been to in my entire life.
Super clean that i can’t even find a single dust ! Guess the owner spend all his/her free time cleaning up the restaurant everyday - hehehe.

Arts like these can be found on the wall. Very Malaysia feel - got mosque, melayu, india, batik, and everything in it.

Coconut drink !! Long time never drink already …………….

Me and my tweety bird shirt.
My hair looks super dry in the photo ..oh well, in real life also very dry la actually !

I ordered a Nasi Goreng Kampung for myself.
It comes with an egg and a chicken wing (^^.)

Malaysian All Time Fav : Nasi Lemak with Curry Chicken.

 The Yummy Curry Chicken.
(not very spicy - which is a good thing coz i cant eat spicy food also..haha)

This kopitiam is definately better than Starhub ! Another restaurant that i’ve blog about before this that serves Nasi Lemak (but in spore style). Now i think i am going to eat day almost everyday until the day i goes back to Malaysia - which is only a few months only from now …*evil evil grin. I changed my malaysia trip plan from May to March MAYBE, as i really cannot stand the feeling of being home sick….and also FOOD SICK !!!

I got these photos from a forwarded mail and i’m truly amaze with HIS’ drawing !!!! He’s so talented ! If i happen to  meet this wonderful man at Guiyang, China i will surely donate money to him. So sad to know that he’s a handicapped BEGGER. He had lost one of his legs. Amazingly, he drew his drawing with chalks , and his hand as a cleaning rag only. =( I feel like crying when i was looking thru the photos….

It reminds me of another begger that i saw a few days ago.
Jien and me was eating at some foodcourt. When the two of us was about to leave the place, Jien stood up and quickly, there’s this uncle, with a plastic bag sat on his seat. I thought the uncle wants to pick up the leftover bones/etc in Jien’s leftover food for its pet or something (that’s what ppl do in Malaysia at times. There are nice people who took these food to feed the street dogs) …but the shocking part was..the uncle took the spoon, and start eating Jien’s leftover food (not much left actually) …. ! It was sad .. i couldn’t react that time and took my bag then left. Then i told Jien that maybe we should buy something for him but Jien said sometimes we couldn’t care so much for everyone ..which is quite true also. Sigh - i hate to see beggers around ! They just make me sad =(

* no more food wastage next time !

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人生感悟

面临残酷的现实生活，我深有感触。我觉得自己的渺小和脆弱，但自己却不能对此而无动于衷，必须自强，自信，自立，用行动来证明生命的意义，得到路人的认可，令自己活的很充实……

And you know what ?
A while ago, Mr Robinson is so kind to invite me over to his blog (Greenhillcompany) to see this Video of spore zoo news - neh, news about someone was killed in the zoo by tigers and was recorded in video ….and ..and…..i feel like crying again after i saw it !!! SO KE LIAN !!!! The images were not that clear but then i can still ‘feel’ it !!! According to the news, they said he was attempt to suicide, he jumped into the ‘cage’ himself for the tigers to attack him so …….

STILL very “KE LIAN” hao ma …………………….
My day has turn grey today.

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My new clothes ….. went shopping with many friends lately just to get more winter/thicker clothes. No more mini skirt and my fav sleeveless top anymore ….. =( Gudbye summer !!

Last week it was cold , and because of the weather i was sicked for the whole week. =”(

I had to call sick, absent from work for one day, and also ended up visiting 3 different doctors in the same week. Sobx …. i hate winter so much, it was sooOoo cold and gives me flu everyday ! For some weird reasons, the weather is hot again today, that’s why i have the mood to sit at my dining room and blog.

I think i am planning to spend  this winter on my bed ONLY whenever i’m at home. It’s toooo cold to stay at the dining room !! I even bought this longer phone line for my internet connections and i am going to blog from my bed room instead next time !! YAY * i know, only org batu like me still connects to the internet through phone lines….*

* wonders if it’s long enough to reach my room anot from the main phone plug. *

Anyway,  i am soooOoo proud of myself today that i seriously need to blog this out !! You know what, I …I ….I finally get to put my contact lenses ON !

YES YES YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSsSSssssssssssSSS  !!! *damn proud lo!*

Believe anot, i had started to put them on since LAST year when i was still in Malaysia, but fail…then i gave up about the whole idea because i was tooo lazy and too scared already. It is only me or everyone has this thought? The thought of putting something in my eye is really super scary. I feel like i can go blind !!

This year, i finally realises that my iris is not big enough for my eyes so desperately wants to wear those nice nice big big dolly eyes contact lenses hoping to like someone like this …..

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So at the end of the day, I forced myself and swear that i will LEARN until i succeed ! Besides i got so many free time on my offday and Jien is also kind enough to donate his contact lenses (which were UGLY and also had expired) for my practice so why not and go for a try right ???

Tadaaa– my “effort didn’t go into the river” (what description is this?!) i finally put them on today, after a month + *lost count* times of trying…wtf… hahahaha. I know people usually put them on in less than 30 min on their first try or something but i am still so proud of myself even though i actually spend more than a month (or a year!) to get them on. I shall try to put them on, ON my LEFT eyes next week and see whether it will success anot … i tried it on my right eyes ONLY today….ahaaahahahhaa. 

Can be consider as success already right since i get to put it on my right eyes ???

* I looked like i’m BLIND. Such an ugly color - no wonder Lala never wants to use it at all, NOT EVEN once !

Lastly, a nice video (short movie) to share with everyone. Very touching, even though it’s not very logic, i still cry at the end o the video. Enjoy …. Sorry i got nothing special to blog about this week as i was sicked and boring ………..

P.S : The guy in the video is quite good-looking !!!! *evil grin. And i like the song in the clip, sang by JJ - reminds me of Jianxing whenver i listen to JJ songs or sees him at TV. Jianxing is my bestie who looked almost-the same with the real JJ - 林俊傑. I shall post his photos on my blog next time and let people judge ! hehehehee…

wave***